Next year I doubt that I will have any friends. Any friends to constantly text with or friends to walk home with. I keep distancing myself from everyone because all I know, is that either they have or they will disappoint me. Never have I wish for high school to be over, as much as I do now. I wake up every single morning and there’s nothing to live for. Same bullshit just different day. I’ve noticed that as I am growing older, I am becoming more cynical and I’m not liking that.